Day 4 actually took place yesterday, not today. I just wasn't up to logging it until now. My head just felt like heck!
I know, that's what they ALL say. I've heard stuff about clouded minds, short-fused brains, and headaches more times than I can count. (Especially from my sister!) I don't like having to be one of those people, I'd rather get my research DONE if I want any chance of making this movie successful.
I'm sure we all know what regular headaches and migraines are like. They're no fun and they're just an inconvenience. But when we say our heads are clouded or they feel like heck, I wonder whether or not we have the same sensation.
I've asked my sister if her whole face (particularly her forehead) ever felt like it was burning up inside, like a torch in a hot air balloon and she said no. It's been happening to me almost every day for months now and I'm really getting tired of it. You'd think I'd have a fever from that but it never happens.
Circumstances like these make my movie project that much harder to cope with, but in a way, it works in my favor. It gives me something to write about, and it works with my trailer. That trailer said that the winds of change are strong but the one who resists the winds has to be stronger. To me, this mission is my test to see whether or not I really am strong enough to succeed.
Take a break! Don't worry, we won't mind, a movie takes a long time and you shouldn't rush it!