Movie Mission, Day 37

Getting back into the swing of things in school hasn't been easy so far. If you have a big assignment due next week assigned to you on the first DAY, that is nothing short of stressful; trying to get a good start and all. It's also stressful with it just being the first week. We all have trouble figuring out the first thing we have to DO at first!

...for ME, it's getting used to online and in-person classes WITHOUT glasses. It's really hard trying to adjust after that surgery that happened... is it 3 weeks ago now? I hadn't had any trouble WITH my glasses last semester. I only wish I could say the same THIS semester. it's just not comfortable.

...All in all, I have been exhausted, stressed, restless, and kinda frustrated too. I could only think of one solution for this: To express all this internal chaos in my final movie chapter. (Internal chaos? I know that's kinda dramatic, and I'm not one for drama, but how else can I SAY it?)

This movie is the source of much of my restlessness, and by the work I got done tonight, I can tell that much of that is finally going away. I know it's not the best idea to stay up til past 11 for moviemaking and blogging, but this way I can get all that restlessness out of me and actually get some sleep. That was a big problem on my LAST school night, which was 2 nights ago. That did NOT feel good. ...But yeah, it's all good now.

In spite of this rocky start at school, I feel like I'm at peace with myself now. My movie has gone EXACTLY where I wanted and needed it to go, and I am sure to express that peace as I finish my final chapter.